I went to Mesi as a trained and experienced tantric masseur and therapist. I myself learned massage from Somananda as well, so I waited curiously. Because of my professional self, I wasn’t able to accept the massage completely at first, but that has changed over time. She soon managed to create an intimate atmosphere in which the polarity between woman and man created a beneficial tension. I felt naturally safe in her hands. Our connection allowed us to be able to elevate on a spiritual level. The upward flow of energies soon began, which had a beneficial effect on me at all levels. I was finally able to get out of the “observer” point of view and just “traveled.” The pleasant flow accompanied the massage. As the basic principle of this kind of massage is to fully embody the erotic continence (preserve the erotic energies), we can’t talk about a traditional “ending.” I had a thorough root chakra energization, which provided a great basis for further experiences. My limbs were surrounded by constant tingling. She felt good when I managed to get to the state that the lower chakras no longer required more stimuli. After that, my upper body was almost detached from my physical body. I have no words to describe this experience – and maybe not the same for two people – so I won’t try it.